... Every Minute, Someone's thinking about You...

After getting off work, i decided to take the long way down Broadway to walk to Canal street, where i would catch the J train to go home. It was nice a beautiful night. Especially walking down Soho and the weather is around 50 degrees, it feels good just to walk down Soho and see the city so alive with smiling people. After reaching Broome street, I noticed this girl walking my way. I could tell she was pretty, even though it was night out. As she walked pass me, we made eye contact with that little half of smile and her perfume smelled really good. So i looked back, i saw a scarf on the floor, so i walked up to her and said " Hey is this yours?" She was like " OmgGosh, thank you so much." I told her have a goodnight and walked the other way with a smile. LOL of course she smiled too and we kept looking back at each other for a couple of seconds and then i crossed the street. But wow, she was cute. I mean I didn't want to get her number or start a conversation or something because she probably has so much guys hitting on her throughout the whole day and she must be just whatever by it. It's just best sometimes to just smile and go on with your day. I don't know, but i felt like someone already made my night and i didn't want anyone to try to replace her, so i left it at that.

After realizing a lot things, I've learn things takes time for it to work. I stand by what i say and i don't regret it, which is a good thing sometimes. Sometimes when you're having such a terrible day, you think about that person. Knowing a call or any kind of contact would just make your day. Instead of disturbing someone on their busy schedule, you try not to think about them because it would want you to contact that person. So you go on with your day as planned and you try to get as much of work done as possible. Knowing your boss is breathing on top of you, you do what you need to do until your work day is over. But even when you're concentrated so much on your work, you think about someone sometimes.

"When things aren't the same, you regret your wrong doings and you kick yourself on what you said before" Sometimes, you're just like, " Wow, I wonder how's her day going and is she thinking of me too?" But you try not to text her or call her because again, you know she's busy so you wait it out. You play it easy and you try to just go on with your day and do what you need to do to benefit yourself. You can stop yourself from thinking of that person by just keeping yourself busy and occupied every minute throughout the whole day. Knowing you, you probably will just be like "fuck it, let me go text her because I miss her so much" Sometimes, you can't do that because it gets annoying sometimes.

I don't care who you're, when a person tells you he or she misses you, you start to think about that person and if you're interested you smile a bit and continue on with your schedule. It's nice to be miss by someone sometimes because it gives you that feeling that you're being missed by someone rather than no one. Every minute, someone is thinking about you and whether you choose to acknowledge that person, thats all on your part. Just know, it takes a lot for someone to tell you that they think about you. Even if you don't feel the same, try to understand how you make them feel inside. They adore you as a whole because of this.

"Never give more, unless you know if the person feels the same" You don't want to get hurt by someone that's not in to you. Yeah, its up to you if you decide to take a risk on someone, but know that there are certain limits and line you don't cross. Try not to go overboard with the way you feel, but treat them a little more special than others. You don't want them to get annoyed of you and your feelings because for all the guys out there, you don't want to sound soft. Yes there's always one girl out there like i said before, she'll make you feel like you're floating on air. Limit yourself on things to say and if things doesn't go your way, it's always the best decision to be friends.

Just know, you do have a life of your own and when you find yourself missing someone just know it's a good feeling. You might not be smiling because the person doesn't feel the same for you, but understand everyone has their own feelings and they don't see you like that. Don't be harsh and act like a total asshole towards someone because they don't feel the same way you do. Be their friend and hey, you might grown to be close with them. The best part of all this, you get to know someone and don't rush things. Let time take it course and if drives you crazy of thinking about that person, take a minute to think why you miss that person so much. You'll learn from your experience, missing someone has limits and you don't want to say things you'll regret. Do what you need to do and eventually someone you meet in the future will feel the same way you do and miss you too.